So I am a smoker, trying to become a non-smoker. I've been smoking for 40 years, not smoking for twelve years of my life. Today as I was struggling with my second day of not smoking, it struck me exactly how addictive ciagarettes really are. Jesus, I fest like a heoine addict must feel, my hands began to shake, I felt like I was going to stroke out.....Jesus....
My mind went to crazy places, worrying if those people I know care about me really do. all because of a stupid tobacco dependency. I am quitting because I have decided that my money could be better spent on other pursuits. I have thus far exhibited none of the usual health problems...strictly a monetary inducement....the purposes of which will remain between me and the other interested party. i felt that this motivation would be enough, and yet, apparently not in the first thoes of withdrawal. these things are dangerous...even this I wouldn't admit to until thi , my hopeful last attempt to quit them...wish me luck. My health and happiness are at stake.
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I quit once, not for long, maybe a few months at best, after maybe five years of smoking.
Tremors, dillusions, etc. They are doubleplusunfun.
Best of luck to you old man.
(You're not 52, I could have sworn you were only 50).
I could have sworn I was only 32.
I'd say your hair is too gray to be 32, but I'm sure I'll be gray at 28, so I'll keep my mouth shut.
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